Throughout
The Metamorphosis we have come to
know Gregor pretty well. I thought that it wasn’t really that hard to figure
him out in comparison to someone like Jake from The Sun Also Rises. As the book opens, you immediately get the
sense that Gregor is a skittish little being that thrives on approval from
others and appeasing people.
He doesn’t want people to think of him as
some big letdown; which is probably why he was so insistent on going to work in
the first chapter of the book. Despite how much he detested his job, he was
still paranoid about the results his tardiness would bring. Now, Gregor, this
dude was completely committed to this horrible job. And you’d think
that waking up in a bug body would give him an
incentive to stay home but it doesn’t. He doesn’t even think about how others
in his work place may react to his new appearance. But rather, he frets over
the fact that his boss will be angry and that it will put a damper on his
father’s four course breakfast meals.
Gregor’s need for approval can also be
observed in the next scene where he opens the door and his family sees what he
has become. In the moments before this happens, the chief clerk is scolding him
through the door for being late to work. Now, how angry must your boss be to go
all the way to your house just to yell at you? Upon opening the door, Gregor thinks that although the chief clerk
if furious with him, he’ll take pity once he see the situation that he is in. And
he imagines that his family will be sympathetic and try to help him. Boy oh
boy, poor Gregor was wrong. His new form caused his chief clerk, a large burly
man, to flee in terror and his father to push him back with a newspaper. One of
my favorite lines from the scene is Gregor’s mother’s reaction to this spectacle,
which is:
“His
mother was not far away in front of him and seemed, at first, quite engrossed
in herself, but then she suddenly jumped up with her arms outstretched and her
fingers spread shouting: "Help, for pity's sake, Help!" The way she
held her head suggested she wanted to see Gregor better, but the unthinking way
she was hurrying backwards showed that she did not.”
The last sentence of the quote emphasizes
how Gregor desperately needed someone to sympathize and help him with something
he didn’t even understand. By using the word “unthinkable”, Kaftka accentuates that
Gregor didn’t think he’d have these negative reactions from his family. In this
moment, the entire household just viewed him as a giant bug a nothing more. I felt this scene to be especially important
because the Samsa’s family initial reaction influences the way that Gregor goes
about doing things further into the book.
After the overwhelming response of
disgust from his family, Gregor doesn’t want to cause them anymore trouble. His
father was furious with the fact that he just had to turn into a giant bug and would
no longer be able to work. Gregor’s job, which allowed him to pay off his
father’s debt, gained him a certain approval from his father. He was fervently working
so that dear old dad, didn’t have to. Making all the family money so that dad could
have his kingly breakfasts. Gregor felt
like he was doing something correctly with the job, that its results were
important to the family. Therefore, he was important to the family. But he lost
that. And now, the only way he could somewhat gain their approval and appease his
family was by staying out of their way. The Samsas didn’t need a constant
remind of what dreadful thing he had become, so he hid.
Gregor’s method kind of worked, at least
for a while. He was considerate of where and when he hid so that he didn’t make
them feel any discomfort. But in part two, Gregor rushes to stand atop the picture
of the woman in the fur as his sister and mother attempt rid his room of
furniture. The sudden visual of Gregor gave his mother a fright, and caused her
to faint. And the situation worsens when his father comes home from work only
to throw apples into his back. But whoa! Father Samsa is working now, who would
have thought? The one thing Gregor felt he was good (having a job and
providing for his family) had been filled by his father. The one thing that guaranteed
the family’s appreciation towards Gregor had been stripped from him as a result
of his metamorphosis. Gregor still feels the need to feel please his family because
that’s just who he is. But what’s a bug to do?
Gregor bases his identity around being useful for his family and then has to watch them live and succeed even more without him; it's a really sad story because of this. Gregor has no value anymore. For someone who lives on other's approval, Gregor is doomed to an especially miserable existence in bug form. The closest he gets to challenging his family is trying to save the picture in his room, he just puts up with everything else they do even if it's physically and emotionally damaging to himself. I don't get the sense that the book really blames Gregor too much for being so socially dependent, but I do feel like this book advocates a little bit for a more self-defining lifestyle where you can feel confident enough to have your own opinions.
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